Oh, those paper-writing posts

[evilhippo]

Really, though, this post has very little to do with paper-writing. It has to do with me wasting another few minutes before it's midnight and I go to take a nap for a few hours, and writing uselessly pseudo-cryptic things, because it's very obvious what I'm talking about.

It also has to do with me angsting over a few decisions I've made lately, and while realizing they were right and proper, also acknowledging how easily guilt could be held over me if anyone tried (and I'm thankful no one has). However, I think I've gotten myself over that part, and at this point, (well, a few seconds ago, but that spoils the present tense), I am shuffling a few cards back into my deck (one that I'm rather fond of, and one that spurred me to put the deck back together). And in a month or so I'll look at the deck again, depending on how I feel, and how much a certain character has been through in my mind (and whether or not it's been enough to get him back to where he should be, because I do believe it gets a little bad when you can't figure out motivations anymore on any basis. Also, it bothers me a whole lot that all the songs I have pegged to an IC version of him no longer seem to fit.)

I also apologize to my semi-captive audience who doesn't need any of my whinging (nor my bad extended metaphors) about this on their friendslists, especially since I'm trying to pretend it'll be easy for me to stay away for a month, even with the piles of other obligations I have. I feel like I'm tipping my hand. But... yeah. No other outlet and all that. Forgive me? And if you need me for an NPC and I happen to be on, you know...

Oh, and this paper is killing me, but at least it's nearly three pages. That means when I get up at five I'll only have two more pages to write. And a thesis to come up with. But at least I'll have had a little more sleep, and hopefully be a bit more coherent. I can't spell on the first try worth crap right now.

And this post will probably have more to do with paper-writing once I wake up again and start editing it to heck.

Comments

[shichahn.livejournal.com]

Oh, so you're still up for NPCing, are you? XD Because you are the queen of NPCs. This pleases me greatly. Not that I need one right now. But you know. Later. XD

[evilhippo.livejournal.com]

::takes up the NPC crown for a bit:: It requires me to plot only on a minor level, and bit characters can be so much fun. ^_^ If I ever figure out how it'd work, logistically, I still plan on pitching my idea for having an NPC journal anyone could use. There're a lot of ways we could have fun with that. (-;

And am I evil, or would it be rather fun if C!Envy slipped into Hughes' place at some point? No idea what purpose it'd serve, but ooh, evil.