Oh ear....

[evilhippo]

My concentration is completely shot. That's it. I don't even have enough concentration to write, and usually this is the distraction. I found myself sitting in Hum this morning mentally designing a new web-project for myself while the professor was talking about forms of interpretation and simplicity vs complexity and stuff. I was completely zoned out on theories and stuff, and if he would've asked me any sort of question I would've just had to sit there going Umm... Then in Calc I basically didn't pay any attention whatsoever to anything outside of what he wrote on the board and I sat there basically drawing out the website in the margins. Then in PhioSFi I sat there and payed a bit of attention but in the end, I ended up just doodling Death and Death of Rats in the margins. Then I went over to the Reg and did the reading I was supposed to do for class today (as well as the second half of it, which is for Thursday). Freakin' whole entire novel in 3 hours. It was The Black Cloud, which is really pretty good if you don't mind intensively-scientific science fiction. One of the best things I've been obligated to read in a long time. Like a lot of SciFi though, in the end it made me mad at most of the human race. Grrr, always almost destroying the world. And right now I don't have any reading to do for tomorrow, but I've still got a freakload of reading to do during the day before I go to track so I can get really caught up. This whole actually having to be prepared for class thing this quarter is really getting me. I forgot how long reading can take, even when it's only like 20 pages (or 250).

I think maybe I'll actually just go to sleep now, and try not to hit the snooze too many times tomorrow morning. Goshdarnit, I feel so dead. Yet, it's still sort of fun. I guess this is just because we're all sadistic people here. I am so going to be out of flex before this quarter is half over, with the number of lunches and dinners I miss. Goshdarn silly schedule of mine.