Oh dear goodness...

[evilhippo]

OK, this is just a general plea to the world. I and I swear this has nothing to do with superficiality, honest. But really... guys here need to stop being so repulsive! I mean, I know about maybe three guys here that aren't mentally... umm... personality-wise... well, repulsive or whatever. I'm out of synonyms. I'm tired. It's been a long day. Hmph. I mean... just right now I've got the sick Asian who doesn't even knock before he comes in anymore, and just sits down and uses my computer. NOT FUNNY! I'd forgive him a little bit maybe for being in here all the time (I think I've resigned to never getting rid of him) if he'd just knock. But NO. No, he can't even freakin knock anymore. And the other one is evil, cynical, and his sense of humour thinks he's cool. There are a lot of people like that here. Two of them, specifically, have a habit of just randomly inviting themselves out to dinner with us. When they're creepy. I need to meet a guy here who isn't evil and annoying. Gah! Just so the theories I seem to be developing can be refuted. And I swear if I get his cold again I will kill him. With chopsticks.

I am not ready for my calc midterm tomorrow. I will never be ready for my calc midterm tomorrow. I don't want tomorrow to come. Too much of today was spent back from the Shoreland, and making t-shirts and stuff. And I'm just so tired. I want to sleep through tomorrow. But I'll have to wait until Sunday to do any of that. Sigh...

Umm... I guess I should just shut up and finish my hum commentary now and go to sleep. I am going to be so tired in the morning. I shouldn't even think about it. I just want to get through my midterm. And... crap I have to write my paper Sunday. And memorize lines for my final drama project. Great goodness I just want to go home. This quarter should be over!! Gah! I have a huge bio paper due tenth week and I don't even have the topic yet.

You know what's funny... no, I won't even talk about it right now, because I don't want to have to deal with assumptions people reading this will make right now. We'll talk about it later, when I remember to be in a less vulnerable introspective mood.

Speaking of introspection and being vulnerable... I'm going to really miss my drama class when it's over. I've done some strange things in there that have sort of really opened myself up to some bizarre criticism, and I've been terrified, but really I think the class really knows one another more than any of my other classes do. And it's a freakin' cool group of people. I wish I didn't get so easily attached to the arts. Goshdarnit, I know where I'm going to end up, why do I keep trying to tell myself that it's not worth it or something? Gah! Stupid, stupid world, and its stupid, stupid logic!


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Comments

[hisspit.livejournal.com]

I just woke up, blaah. So who's the evil cynical one? There are too many to tell which specific one you're referring to.

[evilhippo.livejournal.com]

Evil doesn't so much fit him as it is a sort of prefix for anyone I'm describing that I'm not particularly fond of. He has a mustache, and sometimes acts like his roommate (and then tries to make excuses about it when really he finds it just as amusing has his roomie does).