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Sigh... I'd like to just spend today pretending that I don't exist. People woke me up at 5 this morning by knocking on my door and running away. I can't imagine why they were doing this... the only reason I could think of was maybe because we kept them up playing Dance Dance until 2:30 this morning. But they could've just told us to turn it off. Ah well, I won't hold it against them.
Never have I wanted to just go home so badly. I want out. I can't concentrate here, I can't get anything done... I can't be myself. I can't deal with the people here for so many bizarre, ridiculous reasons that I can't explain. I just end up thoroughly confused. I don't feel like I'm learning anything. And above all, I'm lonely. Before last year, I don't think I could have imagined being this lonely. And it wouldn't be nearly as bad if I wasn't constantly surrounded by people.
Something needs to be done about this... something along the lines of a road trip:
create your own visited states map
or write about it on the open travel guide
Oh, and just in case you haven't guessed... no, no I still haven't accomplished anything this weekend. I hope I can.
Never have I wanted to just go home so badly. I want out. I can't concentrate here, I can't get anything done... I can't be myself. I can't deal with the people here for so many bizarre, ridiculous reasons that I can't explain. I just end up thoroughly confused. I don't feel like I'm learning anything. And above all, I'm lonely. Before last year, I don't think I could have imagined being this lonely. And it wouldn't be nearly as bad if I wasn't constantly surrounded by people.
Something needs to be done about this... something along the lines of a road trip:
create your own visited states map
or write about it on the open travel guide
Oh, and just in case you haven't guessed... no, no I still haven't accomplished anything this weekend. I hope I can.
