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The last song in the world I need stuck in my head, and what's my roomie playing? I'm So Tired! Whyyyyy?? Darn the Beatles. Darn them to heck! I need to stay awake today, because I have too much else to do. Darnit, all I have left are three finals (technically two, because two are parts of the same final). I really want to come home now, but I also don't really want to leave. I'm just starting to get comfortable here, and now I'm going to go spend a month at home and probably not want to come back. Last night I had a strange dream that focused almost entirely on being able to serve myself my own food. It was lovely. I got to get however much I wanted. The dream made me so happy. I think I'd want to still stay here if it wasn't for the food. It's so dismal... I don't know why it bothers me that much, really, but it just really does. Stupid college food. It repeats every four weeks, and there isn't all that much variety, and... there isn't enough good pasta. I know what's wrong! Where have my carbohydrates gone? Plus I haven't actually eaten much meat since I got here, either. No wonder I feel like I'm starving all the time! I can't even identify what food group my food comes from! I think it's primarily dairy, which is disgusting. Far too much dairy in my diet. No wonder I can't lose weight. Icky dairy. And who knows what the heck the rest of the stuff fits into... I just know it's usually covered in entirely the wrong cheese. Ugh. When I get home, I am going to have that nice Chinese food from the West side, and proper pizza, and maybe some subs too. Mmmm.
So, the convenience store downstairs finally opened, which is nice. And convenient. And all that lovely stuff. I can now shop without leaving the dorm, provided all I want is useless snacks. I did buy some peanut butter last night, to go along with the loaf of wheat bread we adopted from the study break. I haven't had a good peanut butter sandwich in so long. Hehehe, it's basically what I survived on over the summer. Mmm, peanut butter. There's some protein.
Ohh, I really don't feel like going to track today. I just want to sit down with my calc and get good and used to it, so I can do well on my final tomorrow. I know I can handle all the stuff we did at the beginning of the year, especially if I have time to go over it a bit first. I don't think I can really afford to spend the two or three hours track wants me to spend today. I suppose I could just skip... then I wouldn't have to leave the dorm until 4:30 to go to my Calc problem session... plus I wouldn't be late this time! I can't really e-mail my coach though, since she isn't running the practice today... She did finally have her baby, the Monday before Thanksgiving. Yay! Since I neglected to mention that before... I don't think I'd think twice about skipping today, except that it's the last one before break, and I'll feel really bad about missing it. Then again, tons and tons of people missed the last Monday practice. So there. I will devote my time to my Calculus, afterall, most people on the team probably don't have all their finals during reading period.
Where is my debit card, I want my train tickets, darnit! I hate waiting like this, it's horrible. I just want to know that I'm going home, then I'll have the motivation I need to finish this week. Woo.
So, the convenience store downstairs finally opened, which is nice. And convenient. And all that lovely stuff. I can now shop without leaving the dorm, provided all I want is useless snacks. I did buy some peanut butter last night, to go along with the loaf of wheat bread we adopted from the study break. I haven't had a good peanut butter sandwich in so long. Hehehe, it's basically what I survived on over the summer. Mmm, peanut butter. There's some protein.
Ohh, I really don't feel like going to track today. I just want to sit down with my calc and get good and used to it, so I can do well on my final tomorrow. I know I can handle all the stuff we did at the beginning of the year, especially if I have time to go over it a bit first. I don't think I can really afford to spend the two or three hours track wants me to spend today. I suppose I could just skip... then I wouldn't have to leave the dorm until 4:30 to go to my Calc problem session... plus I wouldn't be late this time! I can't really e-mail my coach though, since she isn't running the practice today... She did finally have her baby, the Monday before Thanksgiving. Yay! Since I neglected to mention that before... I don't think I'd think twice about skipping today, except that it's the last one before break, and I'll feel really bad about missing it. Then again, tons and tons of people missed the last Monday practice. So there. I will devote my time to my Calculus, afterall, most people on the team probably don't have all their finals during reading period.
Where is my debit card, I want my train tickets, darnit! I hate waiting like this, it's horrible. I just want to know that I'm going home, then I'll have the motivation I need to finish this week. Woo.
