Freaking Civ

I am almost done, I am almost done... I am almost done... Goshdarnit it, why am I not completely done?? I just want this to be over with! Which is the worst sentiment in the world right now because hey, my Civ paper that's due on Friday (that I haven't written anything of yet) is worth 40% of my grade. My calc grades are posted now... I'm terrified to go look, but I imagine I will before I go to lunch tomorrow. Cringe!

Meh... I think I'm gonna go look in on the study break, ask our RH if it's possible to have guests for the first weekend I'm back (road trip!) and then get back to my infinite amount of reading. I swear to myself I will get onto a second page tonight if it kills me. I also will not stay up past one. And I will hold myself to this, or else... something. Ohhh I cannot wait to get back home!

Well then...

Hmm... it looks like things will be OK afterall. It's amazing the difference an outline can make for something. I've decided rather than pulling all all-nighter tonight I'm going to go to bed now and start everything in earnest early tomorrow. There's no way I'm going to get three pages done between now and when I'm totally exhausted and just want to go to sleep, so I figure it's best if I not break it up into pieces. As long as I can write about two pages on each of my sub-topics I should be just fine... and they are rather broad subtopics that I can ramble for awhile on. As long as I can organize this properly (which I think I have), I think my paper ought to turn out alright. I think I've even got enough sources to give me enough quotes to fill things out. And footnotes make things a little bigger. At least they take up more room than parenthetical stuff. I'm going to be optimistic and say that I should actually be done with the paper by five tomorrow. I believe I can do it. I just have to hope that my calc grade isn't bad enough to depress me, because I know I'm going to have to go look at it sometime around lunch tomorrow. Ooooh I don't even want to think about it. I'm so curious though. What the heck was with that one million and five point bonus question??

{PS. This is still like, my favouritest icon ever. Even though someone stole the real demonic pear, at least he lives on in some form.}