New Resolution

Because I got nothing at all done today, I guess my new plan is to finish my Hum paper tomorrow. It all works out in the end. If I finish it early enough, I'll still have time to e-mail it to my TA for her to read over. I've just got to be careful I don't let tomorrow go by too quickly. Of course, the easiest way to prevent that is to actually spend it doing school work. Now, it's not like I did nothing today... I did manage to re-read most of Electric Sheep, and think a bit about my thesis for that paper, but really that doesn't do me a whole lot of good considering that's not due until Wednseday. Gah. Freaking school. Just as long as I get my Hum paper done decently, and get a fair start on my PhiloSci paper (which I nearly have, I think)... and I can spend Monday studying for Calc. Freaking calc. I just need to take care of things so I don't get any worse than a B. And as long as I don't totally fail the test, I should be alright. Freaking calculus. I hate it so much. BURN IT!!!

La la la. Maybe I'll go to bed now after I finish writing down my thoughts for my Philosci paper and get up tomorrow at nine-ish. I don't think I got up until ten today, but that was mostly because I was up until around two. It's sort of around two now though... ah well. Such is college life.

I think I probably spent like, three hours playing Super Smash Bros. today. Freaking fun when the people you're playing with are all decently good enough to play well, but bad enough to make it fun. Ahhh. I've given up Bowser (who was fun for the chewing) and discovered that I can be pretty annoying with Zelda/Sheik. Hmm... cosplaying as Shiek would be fun.

Oh screw it...

Still not done with my Hum paper, though I suppose I am technically a fourth of the way through it (though I have enough stuff written to be 3/4 of the way through it). It's been a sort of strange day. I need to stop sleeping in until 10ish. It's a bad habit, but it's so hard not to do when there's no motivation to get up. I need to remember to return some of the track stuff I still have, and to pick up my lifeguarding license thing at some point. Maybe Monday, after I turn in my Hum paper. I also need to deposit my state refund check (a whopping 21 dollars). I am so totally broke... I don't think I have anywhere near enough to pay everything back that I owe right now. I wonder where the heck all my money has gone. I thought I'd budgeted everything out, but apparently I forgot to take into account transportation costs, which ate like, 20 dollars in the weekend Becada was here. Freaking Chicago Transportation!!!

I don't know whether to work more on my Hum paper right now, or go watch Eva with all sorts of people. I hate how things have gotten so... rough in the house lately. We're all being a bit short with each other. It's OK with certain small groups of people, but it seems that there are just people that set others off automatically, and it makes the atmosphere so miserable and other people just up and leave the room and stuff. Freaking spoiled people around here. Not that I'm not one of them. I'm pretty guilty of it sometimes, but I try not to make it obvious to everyone else. And recently (as in the past fifteen minutes or so) I've gotten the oddest feeling that Gamer-san is mad at me about something. Which is totally ridiculous, because I can't imagine what I could have done to him. But right now he's off with my roomie, her boyfriend, and Skirtpants so I guess I won't go bother them afterall. Paper it is. Perhaps my subconscious is making me paranoid so I'll actually get work done while I've got the chance, since for once my room isn't full of people playing Smash Bros. I'm starting to fear that people are getting mad at me over that too, since I've sort've gotten better and tend to win more than I should. Grr to whiny people here! Ahh... I think we're probably all just tired and at the end of our ropes with this year. I, for one, am more than ready to go home. I totally don't want to take my calc final, but once that's over I think I can pretty much consider myself home-free. Screw my grades. I can't believe I care this little.