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[evilhippo]

I hate this whole not being able to sleep here thing. It really sucks. Basically the only choice I've got is to stay up until I'm so tired that I have to go to sleep. But that involves staying up until three or four in the morning, and no one else is around and then I never get up until noon. It's totally miserable. I'm almost homesick for Chicago. There's nothing to do here, and I can't stand that. I feel like there's something I'm supposed to be doing all the time. I wander around like I'm lost... it's really pretty pathetic. It was so much easier when I didn't have to worry about everyone else in my family. But so today... letsee... I got up, sat around a bit and talked to my mom until she went to work. Went outside to look at the kittens. Got a call from the washer guys that were supposed to deliver our new washer last Friday... had to let them in and help them with the washer (freaking from the store and they need my help. Plus they dumped water all over the basement and broke the faucet, so I had to clean up and try to explain to my mom that she still can't do our laundry at home... crap). After that ordeal was over with my sister disappeared to the mall with sketchy and some other random people, then popped off to Harry Potter without bothering to call. But I'll get to that later. I stayed at home so I could cook for my dad, but it turned out that I fell asleep on the couch and he made dinner himself. I felt kinda bad... but he was good-natured about it, at least. So we had dinner and he left for work at 8:30. I sat around a bit until my mom got home... then we went to Wendy's because she was hungry. She asked where my sister was, and of course I didn't know because the mall closes at 9, and it was well after nine when my mom got back. I figured she was at sketchy's house, so I called there and probably got her mom mad at her too, which isn't fair because it was my sister's fault for not calling. Grrrr. So I had to stick up for the lot of them. Eventually my mom went to bed and I sat around online waiting for my sister to get back. She finally got back, and then took the DDR pads and LEFT again. She finally returned for good at one, which was good, because if she had randomly spent the night my mom probably would've flipped. I suppose I sort of deserve this after being away for so long. It's sort of unfair that my mom expects me to be some sort of balancing force in the family now that I'm back home, though. That's a lot of work... on top of the sort of work I'm going to have to start doing soon enough. Crap I do not want to go back to the theatre. I dread it. But I'm going to have to call them tomorrow and tell them I'm back. My laziness has already cost me like, a week of work. Which I will pay for later this year when I'm trying to pay for groceries. Gah. Oh, and I've got stupid Skirtpants' cold now. Stupid Skirtpants.

So... in short... I am so freaking restless I don't know what to do with myself, but at the same time I'm also freaking tired because hey, I can't sleep. Woo.

Comments

[sketchyheart.livejournal.com]

Mrrr. My mom was just iffed that I didn't give her enough notice about people coming over. Which is odd. But blah. *nibbles on Carrie* Sorry I stole your sister twice in a row :O

[llamaninja.livejournal.com]

next time they all run off you can come be a cone for me ( ; I promise not to hurt you!!!! I only ran cones over 3 times, and that was trying to figure out what I was supposed to be doing. Stupid maneuverability....