Should be writing my paper...

[evilhippo]

But obviously I'm not writing my paper. I promise myself at least 3 pages of it will get done tonight if it kills me (it'll probably kill me). I can at least look on the bright side now and say that the hardest part of last night's crisis (at least fo me) is over and done with. It feels like my soul has been rubbed up and down a cheese grater, to use a horribly bad metaphor for things. It'll still be awhile before I come straight out and explain everything, though. Gosh darn freaking emotional people and my silly conscience and my perogative to actually get things off my chest for once rather than suffering them out. I can at least take solace in the fact that I do really believe that it would have been worse if I had let it go and dealt with it though.

So... other than my incredibly vague crisis of sorts, nothing has happened today. And hopefully nothing will happen today, because I totally intend to start on my Civ paper in a few minutes and not stop until later. Unless I decide to take a break and get my ice cream back from the room down the hall. And I'll have to take a break when Captain Skirtpants and the kendo brigade return later tonight, because he'll be harassing me in his hakama again and there's no way I can effectively ignore that enough to write a paper properly.

There should be a mood icon for better. Or for "two ton elephant that sat down last night lifted off your chest with a very unstable crane."

[Edited to show off new two-ton elephant icon. I will do anything to get out of Civ.]

Comments

[chocolatemoose.livejournal.com]

heheh...that's a very nice elephant you have there.

can't say i blame you for being vague - nothing in my journal is remotely specific at all anymore.

mwahaha.