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Ah, my week is essentially over. And this time, I actually remembered to take my Bio quiz! (And got a 29/30 on it too, which isn't bad. Way higher than the class average right now of about 11). My calc midterm went relatively well, considering that it was calc. There were two questions that I didn't quite understand, but at least this time I came up with answers that made sense to me, so I went with them. I should get at least some credit, if the world is at all just. Which of course, it isn't. And whoever it was on the bus today that managed to elbow me in the eye, look at me, and then not apologize gets about negative fifty-nine bajillion karma from me. And whoever it was that said "Oooh, someone got knocked in the head" as they were getting off the bus gets a ton of confusing points because I have no idea why on earth anyone would say that. I mean, it wasn't even a sympathetic tone. Weird.
I also got my Hum paper back. I got a B, but I have yet to look at the comments because I dread them. There is probably just as much written in the margins and at the end as I wrote in the entire paper. And the end note starts with "This is a very ambitious paper but..." and I haven't read farther than there because I hate reading comments on my papers, especially when I know they aren't terribly good and I didn't get everything across that I wanted to because I was sick and all that lovely stuff. I always dread my comments... I think it's because I feel guilty for not really taking the paper seriously, when my professor actually reads it and does take it seriously. And tries to pick out main points that even I didn't know were there. I don't think I'll ever be able to look at the comments on this paper. Gah! Even thinking about it makes me cringe. (Though I think when I glanced at the back it said "Overall, a good second paper" which is slightly more positive than I usually get).
I think I should be rewarded for getting through today by having Xenosaga arrive. That would make me happy. Not that I'd have time at all to play it aside from tonight, since tomorrow I have rehearsal for drama and then a play to go to. Then my meet Saturday where I'm going to try to start my third Hum paper. Maybe I'll be lucky and be surprised by someone from my high school being on Capital's track team, though I doubt it. That would be a fun end to today. I think Sunday will be my official day of sleep and wasting time, if I get my paper started on Saturday. And I see no reason not to start my paper on Saturday, because otherwise I'd just be sitting around at the track meet doing nothing at all, which is even more boring than trying to write a paper. And I will not leave the paper until 3am the morning it is due.
I sort of want to take a nap because I'm still nervous from all the stuff I had to do today. But I know if I do, I'll be twice as tired once I get up again in an hour and a half or so before I go to practice. Hmm... what to do. Maybe I'll do my reading for Bio tomorrow... something I haven't done since about 4th week or so. I am such a horrible student sometimes. Goshdarnit, this school has murdered my work ethic!
I also got my Hum paper back. I got a B, but I have yet to look at the comments because I dread them. There is probably just as much written in the margins and at the end as I wrote in the entire paper. And the end note starts with "This is a very ambitious paper but..." and I haven't read farther than there because I hate reading comments on my papers, especially when I know they aren't terribly good and I didn't get everything across that I wanted to because I was sick and all that lovely stuff. I always dread my comments... I think it's because I feel guilty for not really taking the paper seriously, when my professor actually reads it and does take it seriously. And tries to pick out main points that even I didn't know were there. I don't think I'll ever be able to look at the comments on this paper. Gah! Even thinking about it makes me cringe. (Though I think when I glanced at the back it said "Overall, a good second paper" which is slightly more positive than I usually get).
I think I should be rewarded for getting through today by having Xenosaga arrive. That would make me happy. Not that I'd have time at all to play it aside from tonight, since tomorrow I have rehearsal for drama and then a play to go to. Then my meet Saturday where I'm going to try to start my third Hum paper. Maybe I'll be lucky and be surprised by someone from my high school being on Capital's track team, though I doubt it. That would be a fun end to today. I think Sunday will be my official day of sleep and wasting time, if I get my paper started on Saturday. And I see no reason not to start my paper on Saturday, because otherwise I'd just be sitting around at the track meet doing nothing at all, which is even more boring than trying to write a paper. And I will not leave the paper until 3am the morning it is due.
I sort of want to take a nap because I'm still nervous from all the stuff I had to do today. But I know if I do, I'll be twice as tired once I get up again in an hour and a half or so before I go to practice. Hmm... what to do. Maybe I'll do my reading for Bio tomorrow... something I haven't done since about 4th week or so. I am such a horrible student sometimes. Goshdarnit, this school has murdered my work ethic!
