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I'm sure you've noticed that the number of entries increases exponentially on days that I have to write a paper. Shouldn't surprise you, though. I only have so much patience for intellectual BS-based prattling, so I have to take little breaks here and there to type something else. I just need to sit here and type something right now so I can stop being so mad at this paper for not writing itself by now (I have nearly 6 pages of non-redundant notes that should rather quickly turn themselves into the paper once I get started... if I can get started. I even have a freaking thesis, it just doesn't want to settle in). So... a few more sentences of rambling then I try to reach my goal of "getting to the second page before 11." I have eight minutes... let's see if this works.
Totally didn't work. 11:08 and I am still not off the first page. Once this paragraph is done though, I swear it will only be about ten minutes before I have three pages.... .... I hope.
11:13... still on the first page. I want to take a nap.
11:25... this is so a page and a half now, and all I have to do is fill out a lot of these mini-paragraphs into full ideas with quotes and I'll be at three or four, I bet.
11:40... change that last bit of the last sentence to "and I'll be up til three or four, I bet." Arrr, I wanna go to sleep, but wanting to go to sleep makes me want to write the paper less. I am so freaking lazy. If I was less lazy, I'd have more sleep. Go figure.
11:59... this is going to take some time, but I think there is a good chance that I won't totally hate this paper when I am done with it. That is a very, very rare thing.
12:32... yawn. I wanna go to bed. Onto the fourth page now, though... not too much longer to go. Oooh I wanna take a nap.
12:36... four and half. I really wish I'd written down more quotes while I was reading this for the millionth time. Stupid Plato. Hmmm... Plato... Leto... Central = the just city... philosophers = alchemists. Philosopher's stone = perfect truth and knowledge... Mind... wandering.. must.. focus..
12:53... screw this, I'm going to bed and I'm going to get up at like, six. Whoosh.
Totally didn't work. 11:08 and I am still not off the first page. Once this paragraph is done though, I swear it will only be about ten minutes before I have three pages.... .... I hope.
11:13... still on the first page. I want to take a nap.
11:25... this is so a page and a half now, and all I have to do is fill out a lot of these mini-paragraphs into full ideas with quotes and I'll be at three or four, I bet.
11:40... change that last bit of the last sentence to "and I'll be up til three or four, I bet." Arrr, I wanna go to sleep, but wanting to go to sleep makes me want to write the paper less. I am so freaking lazy. If I was less lazy, I'd have more sleep. Go figure.
11:59... this is going to take some time, but I think there is a good chance that I won't totally hate this paper when I am done with it. That is a very, very rare thing.
12:32... yawn. I wanna go to bed. Onto the fourth page now, though... not too much longer to go. Oooh I wanna take a nap.
12:36... four and half. I really wish I'd written down more quotes while I was reading this for the millionth time. Stupid Plato. Hmmm... Plato... Leto... Central = the just city... philosophers = alchemists. Philosopher's stone = perfect truth and knowledge... Mind... wandering.. must.. focus..
12:53... screw this, I'm going to bed and I'm going to get up at like, six. Whoosh.
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