It sucks to be doing just fine but miserably at the same time. I mean to be in bed by two... but I dunno.. I'm probably restless or something. I imagine 11 hours of sleep a night will do that to you.
Sigh... it comes down to this: It's great to be home, but for some reason I want to be back in Chicago. And I feel horrible about it. Like I've sold out or something. I certainly don't want to go back to some of the people, as oddly endearing as they can be sometimes... and it's certainly not just for the internet connection, heh... Who knows... maybe it was because I was busy there, and didn't have to worry about anything else aside from actually getting my work done and occasionally fending people off. And here I have to work at the theatre harassing people and making them angry and hating what I do and being bored in the intervening time.
Meh. I'd best shut up now anyway. Maybe I'm just tired. Even though I've only been up now for what... 13 hours. Freakin' sleep schedule.
Sigh... it comes down to this: It's great to be home, but for some reason I want to be back in Chicago. And I feel horrible about it. Like I've sold out or something. I certainly don't want to go back to some of the people, as oddly endearing as they can be sometimes... and it's certainly not just for the internet connection, heh... Who knows... maybe it was because I was busy there, and didn't have to worry about anything else aside from actually getting my work done and occasionally fending people off. And here I have to work at the theatre harassing people and making them angry and hating what I do and being bored in the intervening time.
Meh. I'd best shut up now anyway. Maybe I'm just tired. Even though I've only been up now for what... 13 hours. Freakin' sleep schedule.
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At least Duquesne isn't all that far away (not that the same people would be there if you just randomly showed up during the summer). I think we should be allowed to randomly trade in a week of summer to put it between the end of the semester and finals week. Or to mix in with finals week. That would be nice... (-: